I have no idea what to even talk about.

I am doing better now. I am not dwelling on the "i'm not good enough" feelings that much and focusing more on self-confidence, and being happier. I hope to continue this and feel much better in the future! Some things I do which help are scrapbooking, coding, packing stuff for school, drawing, and reading. The books I read 99% of the time are Warrior Cats lol :D When I'm scrapbooking, I play Somnias a Luna (genshin audio) in the background since it's soo calming. Columbina is the best singer ever even if she's a fictional character :3

This is my first entry here. In this diary, I will be venting, expressing myself, etc. Now I'll be talking about some stuff. Lately, I just feel like I'm not good enough, and I am really insecure about some stuff. I have an ESSA cat called Amber, who is a ragdoll cat, so having an ESSA is helping me a lot. I know this might sound weird, but eating shredded ice is really soothing for me. It's the coldness of the ice, the texture, and how it tastes. It just tastes like normal cold water but a bit more solid, but I like the taste of water. Of course, I'm not snacking on ice all day, I have it only sometimes and I don't have an intense craving for ice, I just like it.